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Okay. o.o Once I'm done making the forums and categories, we then need to make the subforums. That is the big job. Basically, you go through all the RP threads we just archived and make those into forums (never include pictures, if any). Also, for the barracks' and captain's offices, there will just be a forum called, "Division barracks and offices", instead of forums for each one. x.x And for Karakura, only make the important areas into forums. There should be no more than 10-15 subforums in any one forum. I'm gonna finish making the actual forums, then I have to do dishes. You can start on Hell and Hueco Mundo until I'm back if you want, Kizo. n.n

I don't know if I can afford to trust someone again. I mean, if this were to happen again, that would be it for me. Physically, it's nearly impossible to hurt me, but emotionally, it's easy as fuck. I would rather it were the other way around...

The problem is, and what you have to realize, is that not everyone is like her. Not everyone is going to up and ditch you for something stupid, it'll take time but eventually you'll be able to trust someone again.

Right now though, you just need to focus on keeping yourself together, you'll make it through somehow.

Yeah, I suppose...

Sorry for bitching so much. A lot of people have it a lot worse but I get all fucked up over something like this... stupid.

Exactly what Kizo stated. Because of what Rin did, you can not bring yourself to trust anyone else. Because of that relationship ending, you can't bring yourself to get close with anyone else. Not even people who is probaly going to be a great and long time friend to you in the future.

I know that you still are hurting, but you have to bring yourself to trust others again. Open up some more, you may probaly find that things are not as bad as you make it.

@Hash: Naw don't worry about it, anytime you wanna talk I'll be here to listen ^.^ It's not stupid to vent about something that bothers you like that.

@In regards to JD: Exactly.

What Kizo said. There is nothing wrong with you venting. Keeping it to your self is not going to help. You always have Dr. Kizo and Dr. Don at your service.

Exactly! ^3^

Well, my final bit of advice would be to look at where you are, and realise that even if it does happen again you'll only be right back to where you are now; ergo, you have nothing to lose by trying. then look at where you'll be if it doesn't happen again; it looks a lot better than where you are doesn't it? also, the people who approach you tend to be the ones who may betray, so try approaching some people. they may surprise you. I also find that being relatively positive and very open to everyone (you'll have noticed that in my classes everyone would have been able to tell you what I do, even if I hardly know them. as for never being able to get to know people again, there's always the tourneys at longs, larp and magic over the summer, and other various social outings too met people; high school is over, your life isn't.

Finally, If you find my advice or anyone else's advice not helping, don't worry. the advice I give you was not the advice I was given, it's what works for me. since everyone as either all ready gone through, is going through, or will go through what you're going through (unless their a socio path), everyone has their own way to deal with it. It's also common ground for everyone. In fact, since you said you want someone to protect, you could always try to become friends with someone who looks like they're going through what your going through right now, and help them though it. Of course, that's only if you choose that route.

Anyway, I'm going to be taking a forum break now, for an indeterminate amount of time. Don't give up yet, there's plenty out there yet to happen and beleive me, you eventually get past things like this.

So long for now,

Ignaeon.

You people are all so insightful. >.< Well, I'm gonna try...

So, I'm gonna change the subject now... I'm probably gonna be going to fanexpo now. Idk who to go as though... either human Inuyasha, Final Getsuga again, or Ichigo's new bankai, sexy female edition. xD I say female because I can't bring myself to cut my hair that short. >_> I guess it depends on what I do with my hair. My current hairstyle would fit any of those characters, but a lot of people are telling me I shouldn't go orange. I don't see the difference, since I was strawberry blonde before, which is basically a less noticeable orange. e.e And I do look good with black hair, but it's making me feel emo to have dark hair. x.x I don't know how I'd get my hands on the bankai costume though, since it isn't for sale yet, and I have no one to comission it for me...

Go as Naraku, Kaede, Kikiyo, Kagome, Soifon, etc. XD

I could totally go as Naraku. :0 But I'm more set on the options I stated above. >->

Alright, go as Human Inyuasha.

I'll have to see how much that costume costs. xD And I'd have to get brown contacts again, since my other ones are expired. I'm still debating. >.<

Ichigo's bankai outfit didn't look all that different o.o You could just get his bankai outfit then find away to do the markings or whatnot o.o

The new hand glove thing?

It actually looks alot different. You will have to edit some things if so. Even the blade.

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Yeah, the glove is what I'm more concerned about. Idk what I would use for the white things either.

Yeah, especially the blade.

I edited the picture. You will also have to do the straps open chest thing, if you do go as the new bankai. And i donnnnnn't think you would want to do that. XD

There's a shirt under it ya know. >_>

Yeah, i just saw. XD

Psh..You can totally make the coat out of a black trench coat, just fray the edges, as for the belt like straps...Hm...Might have to actually use some kind of leather strapping o.o Get black gloves and..I think modeling clay...I don't remember atm, make sure whatever you use is white and mold the designs onto both the gloves and sleeves of the coat...Then...I think some PVP pipe or something plastic which can be manipulated can make the collar...Or just make it out of cloth o.o

So there. xD

I already have the normal bankai costume, it came with my Hichigo costume. O-o All that other stuff sounds confusing and scary. X.x Leather made me think dominatrix. Dx

lol She still has to get the new blade look. Since it is now jagged edge and i believe it has a strip going fown the side.

@Hash: Then just alter it to fit the new look o.o It's not that bad XD I think I'm a bit of an expert in what some would call gheto cosplay XD

@JD: Simple, just draw the design out on wood(probably download a pic you can use for a stencil) and then cut it out and assemble o.o