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I am stuck watching some boring ass cook show because the other tv keeps turning off. -_- Plus, my back hurts.

Oh, once I get over this (which could take a while), I will enter machine mode. I will care about nothing except furthering myself, simply to rub it in the faces of those who have wronged me when I'm fifthy rich, and they're living in a box because they just sat on their ass and mooched off of others. After a while (a long while), it will be to me like she never exsisted. If she ever comes crawling back, I will deny her.

I wish she would have said it to my face. then my reaction could have gone two ways: the way I'm reacting now, or an angry outburst entailing everything that I have not said so that she wouldn't feel bad. Either way, she would regret this; and she will, once she realizes, that the only true friend she had here, is gone now. I don't mean to brag, but I am probably one of the best friends anyone could have. Once I get close enough to someone, I will literally do anything for them. My biggest value is loyalty, in some cases, I care about my friends more than my family, because having real friends is a rare (apparantly very, very rare) occurence for me. I honestly wish that i had never met her... it hurts so much, to lose a friend again. I thought that after losing my little brother and sister, I would never get over it. But thanks to having friends to live for, I did somewhat. Now I'm only reminded of everyone I have lost... I. Fucking. Hate. This.

Still, thanks for listening. >.< I will be like this for a while... I have grown accustomed to having someone around over the years, now that it's back to this... idk. I just don't.

My mom would not understand. She told me that I shouldn't have been friends with her, so she will just say something along the lines of "I told you so", maybe in a more gentle manner, but I don't need that right now. I legit just need someone to beat the shit out of me so I can snap out of this..

When I say I have barely any friends, I mean irl. You guys are my friends too, but it's different from actually having a solid person to talk to... I just had to clarify that so I don't come off as "high-and-mighty bitch" and offend people... Guess I am the perfect person to play Pride. ._.

Talking usually does help... (sorry for butting in, just got home from school and read everything >.<)) but if it makes you feel any better, since I'm moving I'm friendless too...

Well friendless isn't the right word... Just loosing friends...

How is that supposed to make me feel better? D: Sorry to hear that..

You lost your little brother and sister? And she knew that? Thats really mess up of her, she knew she could of done it in a better way. Seeing as you two were best friends, and help out one another, i would of thought she had some sympaythy. Shame, Just end your ties with her. If you have anything else that you need to say to her, text her and tell her exactly how you feel, don't sugar coat it, release all of your antimosity and feelings, then find a punching bag or violent video game to put your attention into. Hmm, i wonder what three days grace song helps for this. I Hate Everything About You? Hmmm, let me think.

Well... So you know you're not alone? Ahh, I'm sorry Hash...

Yeah, I am done with her, even if she apologizes...

Riot? That song would be perfect...

Again, thanks guys.

I love Riot

I got bored of Riot. O.O XP

I want Byakuya!!!!!!!!! -Goes to still him and makes a imaginary profile, going crazy in the process-

o.o...

Can I kill a bitch yet? >.> I just got on because sis had the comp and I couldn't get on till I took a pill ._. So I read through all that just happened, honestly it makes me wanna kill a bitch(Hash not you, don't even ask.). I don't know what your past is, but if she stood by you through some major shit then turned around and did this then I hope she gets hit by a bus. A real friend wouldn't do something like that, a real friend wouldn't say what she did and god it pisses me off when I see someone say/do that to someone else. I've been used before, it's not fun, and if I find the dude who did it he would no longer exist. You're doing the right thing by ignoring her, she's just being a cunt and I really hope she does end up homeless and broken and hit by a really big bus.

Also how the hell is she finding out what goes on here? Someone's still spying on us and telling her, or she's popping in her on her own. Find her ISP and block her from this site, then find the suspects who could be doing it and block them too. This is stupid drama bullshit you don't need right now.

Next time I see her IP, I will ban it. I am done with her... funny thing is, I am quite sure that she will text me some time later and say that it was someone else. I hope that I really have it in me to deny her when that time comes... I still don't understand what is going on...

Can't you block numbers? If so do it, or just ignore anything from her number...And block her back on facebook, when it comes to people like this it's gonna be akin to quitting smoking cold turkey....

I know... >_< I still can't believe this...

I never understood the expression quitting cold turkey... o.o"

@Hash: I know...It's gonna suck, and it's gonna be hard, but we'll be here to help. Right now, just find a way to distract yourself.

@Akuma: Me either....o.e

I would like to get high... >_> But I don't have those kind of connections. Well I do, but I wouldn't want to get the guy in trouble...

I hope just weed you're talking about....>.> How would you get him in trouble?

Yeah, weed... he's already being watched by the cops. One slip up, and they'll have him. :/

Damn x.x There's no way around it I guess? That bites x.x Well, just get drunk then?

Most of my stuff is gone.. x.x

How? o.o Dipshit? e.e

Me. >_<

Oh o.o Can't go get more I'm assuming?